This sem had been extremely tough for me ...i noe this is not an easy sem but i did not expect this to be so tough...has been a battle for me every single day..
In academic..seems that i cant hit the right key from the start..nor can i find the fighting spirit i had last time..i wonder what happened...juz had my worse test 1 ever..hopefully i can save things with test 2..tho so busy doing things..spend my previous time for some unappreciative ppl...or maybe i become more lazy to do revision..i really dunno the reasons..but for sure I am the biggest problem myself...most subject involve calculation this sem...n calculation is my weakness..i noe like it or not..i MUST overcome it..i have no choice....i must find my true self..my motivation..my mission ..vision..n dream back...the mint that is always positive..n hopeful...
There are all sorts of people in this world....i should not bother with some of them dun care about others feeling..only think bout themselves..thinking they are the best doing things that really hurts a lot a lot..sometimes...
I wonder why someone that shud guide u ..help u...can become so mean ...is okay if u dun like a person..i understand v cant make every1 like us but dun influence others as well...never hurt others feeling if they did not do anything to u....is so tiring to cope with this useless things when you got so much to do already..so tired lookin at them everyday..so tirin trying to satisfy them ...those that dun noe how to respect ppl deserve no others respect...those that listen blindly what others sed rather than see things themselves is no better...sad to see such ppl...
Hopefully everything goin to be okay soon..good things come to those that are true to themselves and others...
Life been through tremendous change also...had to make many decisions...face many things that i never been through before..getting harder n harder..but i glad as i learn to be more and more independent everyday...at the same time i hope i can keep d cheerful side of me when facing all this...altho many unhappy things do happen...sometimes is my fault..irresponsibility...but at least i learn something ..not to avoid and run away anymore...but look at it ..face it...'kau tim' it...
No matter what comes tomorrow...in the future...i believe i can make it...there must be a way out...n i now must find it after a good night sleep....
10 years ago
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