finally...

Finally i visit my blog again...first thing after log in..delete all old post..yay! i dun wanna c my old post d..delete delete...throw away the old stuff...kakaka..nway..dunno y got d feel to blog again...maybe good mood kua today...haha...another finally..i can have one day for myself without studying..worrying...n jungle trips..yes yes...a normal friday for me...finally...
Well...very busy these days..been wanna revive my long forgoten blog for a long long time ..but where to find time le...finally today can sit down and reflect how i been doing the last few weeks...hurz..finally!!
There is no ',' or '.' for me since school reopen...all lecturers start to teach seriously during the first class..unlike last 2 sem where i still get to day dream first few weeks...well i still do sometimes...hehe..The thing is i have no idea what lectures is about- blank...till now...how come ler...i oso dunno...my prob?? or rather lectures prob??? haiz... Some lecturers are extremely nice...too good...like d lectures..but too bad..my weak subject-maths..statistic...talking bout that ar...im so so dissapointed with my first test recently...why why i still dunno how to do even i put extra extra hardwork in it...the feeling of not doing well after putting much effort is not nice at all...
Back to things before test 1...after a few hectic week..dunno wat im doing oso...went kelantan for management trip...yep...very excited at first coz never been there before mer...BUT half way ...we received news that UPM is closed due to some H1N1 cases...thats how i lost my mid sem hols lo..no more pg 4 me lo...but i did went back for 2 days to attend my cousin wedding...a very happy occasion...
So we continue our trip to Kelantan...the place to sleep is ok la...better than the last few trips 1...n of course Kem Hutan...ok la..happy a bit..But...the toilet according to my coursemates that went to have a look-horrible...so i decided to not look...minus a bit happiness...so left onli 1 toilet for so many ppl...the next day we went to practical n all...look at how logs is produced..how to cut them n all...the great part is...we went in n out the Jalan Balak behind Pajero...not great actually...but fun ba..luckily got some experience with chia li's ford...but when we go back tat day..rain heavily...BUT guess wat le...raining but NO WATER!!! where to bath ler?? at somewhere dunno wat is tat n a wooden house at no where...cant believe that la...use mineral water to brush teeth and go toilet...feel so depressed that time..next day still no water..BUT get to go waterfall bath wor...i never bath like this before..i scared like mad tat time...after lots of consideration..go in la..but waaa...so fun..mayjinn help me to the part that feel like sauna...nature is wonderful...night bbq n that conclude my kelantan trip...the ppl there is extremely nice n simple...they really help n tend to us..i learn a lot from them n can feel their sincerity..my lecturer brings out a few question on wat is rich n happiness to us...to them being happy is simple coz they are content with what they have...being happy is rich..what bout us?
After this trip, i went to another forest for another practical..really unhappy with tat..exam is the week after n they still ask us to go for practical in d forest..worst..a practical that can finish in one day..thehy ask us to camp there for 3 days?? what a waste of time...n in the end...worst test 1 in my whole uni live...zzzZZ..madness...nway was raining heavily second day...n water went in our tent..n we sleep on d ground with our stuff n all...i feel like refugee that day!!! with water everywhere...depression!!! Then the last day..the bus forget to fetch us!! we waited n waited n waited under d rain..until d rain stop n leg aching n still wating..finally bus came..so tired n late d..HOW to study for exam tomoro...depressed again..still hav to study ma..no need sleep lu..
The day after that is my another exam and statistic exam!!! my fear...im already so tired tired...no need sleep again lo..still...worst test 1 ever..haiz..still got 2 subject next week tho..
So after so many wind wind rain rain-translate to cantonese...FINALLY...today i can sleep...no need think of anything...free for the first time...so happily i went to eat Mcdonald with xwen la..my coursemate..then we go buy flowers for mjinn birthday (her bf ask us to buy) n matric card string thingy that i promise her before.. but after driving halfway...my car feel weird weird 1...the i look at the heat thingy...so hot..my car is HOT HOT...i so scared!!! then i faster park at roadside to cool down the car but being a no skill driver i dunno how to open d front thing..so i call many many ppl to ask for help lo...then me n xwen stand at the roadside there holding the roses waiting for d car to cool down so can put in water lu... a few ppl come to hav a look ..ask a few things n give comments..then! suddenly a man appear from no where! smell like alcohol...me n wen is so scared! he insist of fixing my car wor!! im so scared he will make my car explode..but turn out that he actually help me to fix the car...so thankfull to the apek...thank you apek!! I see hope in this world where there is still good ppl around...serdang ppl is kind of good! Guity for not believing him at first..well never judge a book by its cover..but i cant help it!
Then i drive happily to college...find mjinn they all..have dinner togather at serumpun food court...haha..our foodcourt upgrade till so nice lo...been a while since we hav dinner at cafe (what v call last time b4 upgrade)...feel like first year again when we used to eat togather there b4 i move out...happy!...then kyen tell me tat mini pc fair at K13 last day today...bought a bluetooth adapter..happy...all in all today is FINALLY a enjoyable day for me a day to recharge n refill water for my car...before another marathon...........