2 days

2 days..juz 2 days...things change so much that im not even prepare for that...
i guess wat chuck said was true ba...i changed
question is better? worse? i cant tell myself.. abit confuse of who i am..wat i want recently...
maybe changes is too fast...everyday there is something new experience..some may not be pleasent but tis is life..things can never stay constant at the peak...we may need to suffer a bit so that we truly understand the meaning of happiness....
Been missing penang and my frens alot since im unable to go back when other uni havin mid sem break... many ppl come n go but old frens is d best! whenever im in trouble they will always help me out...givin me advice...altho im very noisy...but they always tolerate me...still listen to me when i feel like tokin nonsense...frens! i miss all of u!!! tokin to yeemin yesterday really make me feel alot better...im missing my family too as im a rather dependant person..now i have to make more and more decision all by myself..sometimes i really make d wrong 1...but all of this is part of d parcel of growing up i guess...tokin to mummy today makes me feel better too! ^^
Somehow being away from home leave a huge impact on me ...undeniable... is like im slowly leaving behind lots of things..at the same time, i always miss days where i am still blur and well dunno anything...always happy for no reason..haha..at least life back then were simple ...now everything is not so easy...nothing is either right or wrong..this world is complicated...sometimes im afraid that i will slowly forget how i used to be ..i think i will juz let it be..whatever will be will be..dun wan worry too much...(so may things to think already..kaka)
No matter how things changed me...there will always a part of me deep inside that will remained..no matter how far i go...im always me...will be back to normal once im home...haha...for sure!