i think one of the main use of this blog is for me to release my depress-ness...i realise i onli have mood to log in whenever im either down or depress...lol..well at least most of the time...
today- i bad start to begin with...well..actually is so so till i make a bad n unkind decision...well i cant help it though...im not in a great mood...juz let my feeling took over...
i dunno wat is so wrong with me today as im totally in stress...short tempered..n depressed...nothing went right today...is a bad mint day!!!! i always had this habit of releasing temper to ppl whenever im in this situation..which is a horrible thing to do...which i really really need to change..really need to control my emotions properly...
then i got this depress feeling that how come i cant giv my 100% in everything i do..n is totally frustrated whenever things r not up to my expectation..which is often perfection...i cant tolerate myself whenever i cant complete my things perfectly..i cant understand y am i like tat...yaaaa...frusted frusted!!!!! so frusted with myself....whether is my limited ability or am i not hardworking or
focus enough....wats d prob actually??? why why why....why my life is always similar to 'a miss is equal to a mile'...why isit always lack of sumthing...why isit always a miss????? im so so tired laaaaa...yaaaaaaa......
note to myself-letting it out on a bad mood day
- mint gone crazy
- on a pessimistic mode >
11 years ago
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