crazy me...write so many post in a day...wat to do..depress with myself...
im thinking...is my expectation towards myself too high or wat...how come im always not good enough in something...always know a bit of everything nia...aihz...feel kind of useless today...dissapointed with my ability...or isit im lack of confidence in myself...cant even handle such a minor thing...maybe im juz lazy, scared or even juz finding excuses...argg..is driving me nuts...is mint an extreme average person afterall??? aihz...goodnite...