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today im :( n wasting time.....:(

days..weeks...years...

the past few weeks was like a dream...not doing things i will be doing daily and now it finally ended...its like a dream......

however...during this short duration of time...i had many new thoughts and new experience that changed me in some way...its juz amazing the impact juz few short weeks had on me.....

life is always bout changes...i find it hard to accept sumtimes in d past...when i see frens, ppl and things around me keep changing to something it is not used to be...now i felt that there is ntg we can do bout it as ppl do change as they experiences different things...n this is what we muz accept...life is a series of changes...we cant stay at the present nor go back to the past...we can juz accept n enjoy the process....we change n we learn...i will not assume impossibility in anything as we do not noe what the future have for us....


ppl...things...changes but good memories remain...i will always cherish what i had it the past along with what they had given me...with that onli i have more courage to step forward...

again im such a lucky gal with many good ppl around me...n i had never stop reminding myself to appreciate them always....

my way their way...

is there any fairness in the world we live in...???
is there anyone notice the hard work we put in....???
is there anyone appreciate when u do things the right way????
is there anyone to acknowledge ur efforts n ideas...???
is there any frens out there that is true to us...???
regardless all the doubts...i've still choose to live my way...(at the present)^^
i believe the world is fair...u will have sumthings else if u dun hav that....
i believe our hardwork will pay off....
i do what i think right regardless what others think....
i wun take the ways that are easy but betray the true me....
i muz not get influnced so easily...
is hard out there...the world today..the reality...
all i can do is to do my best n hang in there....^^

i wanna go home...

tis year...out of 365 days...im home for not even month i think...ive been busy..busy..n busy..especially this semester to even slow down...there is forever so much to do even now..semester break...but im missing pg...home...family...frens...more n more...im trying to be strong...trying to be independant....sometimes after a long tiring journey...its good to go home...am looking forward to the day ...afterall...im always my dad's n mum's gal of person...lol...forever...

haha

haha...today was a good day...i can feel the usual motivation coming in...mint is back little by little...haha..hihi...gleeee....^^

aih...

aih... sedihnya saya...sedih sedih...

today...tonite

Nowadays..life in uni seems...rough??? n as usual busy...hectic...stress...but as d routine goes on n on..i feel some sort of emptiness...n losing of enthusiasm in me..lack of inspiration n motivation to go on somehow...to work..to perform better...i wonder where is my usual passion n optimism...??? o.O

In previous sem... no matter how hard..i will do my best to perform...d enthusiasm is always there...but recently is really fading...im not sure why n how myself...maybe i felt bored...lack of interest..or maybe simply there is juz so much to do...i cant focus in doing my work...n cant get anything done...frustrating!


Two weeks rest really helps alot alot..as i felt more refresh and motivated by the fact that i found who i used to be..what i used to do..all those familiarity..places n friends is really uplifting...

Now back from d great 2 weeks off from everything..its time to face d reality...i am trying to motivate myself now...i guess sometimes, certain things..nobody can help u except urself..what a lonely journey n lonely thought...but this i muz do...right now..

Working and working non stop this year had me really tired n lost..what i wanna do most now is to live a life more meaningful...to go where my passion lies...to seek d enthusiasm i used to have....

I guess is time to slow down a bit n laid back a while...not thinking too much...not thinking too hard..enjoy wat i do..n juz being..Mint.....