today...tonite

Nowadays..life in uni seems...rough??? n as usual busy...hectic...stress...but as d routine goes on n on..i feel some sort of emptiness...n losing of enthusiasm in me..lack of inspiration n motivation to go on somehow...to work..to perform better...i wonder where is my usual passion n optimism...??? o.O

In previous sem... no matter how hard..i will do my best to perform...d enthusiasm is always there...but recently is really fading...im not sure why n how myself...maybe i felt bored...lack of interest..or maybe simply there is juz so much to do...i cant focus in doing my work...n cant get anything done...frustrating!


Two weeks rest really helps alot alot..as i felt more refresh and motivated by the fact that i found who i used to be..what i used to do..all those familiarity..places n friends is really uplifting...

Now back from d great 2 weeks off from everything..its time to face d reality...i am trying to motivate myself now...i guess sometimes, certain things..nobody can help u except urself..what a lonely journey n lonely thought...but this i muz do...right now..

Working and working non stop this year had me really tired n lost..what i wanna do most now is to live a life more meaningful...to go where my passion lies...to seek d enthusiasm i used to have....

I guess is time to slow down a bit n laid back a while...not thinking too much...not thinking too hard..enjoy wat i do..n juz being..Mint.....