i realise that nowadays i no longer can decribe or put things that happen in my life in words...LOL...well maybe im not good in language to start with or i dun have great vocab..maybe what we are feeling at d present is more important...i dunno but im sure that life will turn out ok...things will take care of itself..what i muz do is do what im suppose to do..in the right way...n take care of myself n responsibilities...life...there is so much to learn each day...^^