Time

Time is both wonderful and scary...

Time can change...almost...everything..
Strangers become friends...friends back to strangers...  
Understanding to distant...near to far...

Changed environment...changed position..
Changed relationships...
Things changed...ppl changed...feelings changed..
You change i change we change...

We fall...we stand..we grow..
We forget, forgive...we let go, moved on....
We cried...we laugh...we remember...

Remember and cant help but wonder...
How we cant go back to the past...to the used to be...
How often we looked back.....just looking back...

im back...

things were familiar...yet not so...
i dunno wats tat but its too weird...
things seems the same but not anymore...
so am i?
those wasted time...those time i missed...
cant help but a part of regret in life...
im back but really am i??

lala...

at last i can breathe better... im alive!!!

suffocating does not onli happen when n have not enuff air....suffocating also happens when u have piles n piles of things to do in a short time n nobody even care whether u alive a not....never knew doing something u do not like is such such horrible n suffocating....

read in a book that things regardless problems, work o good stuff comes in a group...a pile...like rats...ants...thinking of that...i actually think its somehow true now...


finish whining....have to continue drowning......

dun wan to

i dun wan to do it nmore.....i realise that things are much much more difficult when u r not interested in it....i had enuff....i dun hav d motivation to write nmore....TT

:(

today im :( n wasting time.....:(

days..weeks...years...

the past few weeks was like a dream...not doing things i will be doing daily and now it finally ended...its like a dream......

however...during this short duration of time...i had many new thoughts and new experience that changed me in some way...its juz amazing the impact juz few short weeks had on me.....

life is always bout changes...i find it hard to accept sumtimes in d past...when i see frens, ppl and things around me keep changing to something it is not used to be...now i felt that there is ntg we can do bout it as ppl do change as they experiences different things...n this is what we muz accept...life is a series of changes...we cant stay at the present nor go back to the past...we can juz accept n enjoy the process....we change n we learn...i will not assume impossibility in anything as we do not noe what the future have for us....


ppl...things...changes but good memories remain...i will always cherish what i had it the past along with what they had given me...with that onli i have more courage to step forward...

again im such a lucky gal with many good ppl around me...n i had never stop reminding myself to appreciate them always....