the colour blue...

Having a blue day today..==
first i woke up late...somehow i forgot to set my alarm last night...so i quickly rush to class...then traffic jam pulak!!! gosh..hate it especially when cars lining up in front of the UPM gate...i mean like cant d car move faster..n stop cutting the queue!!!ok fine..next thinking bout what should i do bout my timetable...over credit onot..mgm or report or spanish...so basically i dun really listen to wat d lec mumbling..hate the arranging thing at d beginning of d same...><

which class which class...decision is so hard to make..in the end..i dun wanna think so much nmore..juz take..d future will fall into d place..lol..then late again to spanish class...dunno wat the lec cakap again...tokin in spanish like a train..in d end dunno wat i tok oso in d presentation...==!


then went to have lunch..so many ppl..no place to sit...went another place..change place for like 4 5 times...>< then hang out in d com lab..thinking bout my timetable AGAIN...>< then after doing some silly things went to photostat notes...zzz..waited long...d person kind of mess up a bit..then i realise my tyre is flat...zzz...wat kind of day isit...!!!!

now...writing blog instead of doing assignmentn washing my big pile of clothes...zzzz..dunno wat im doing today...dun care..i wan sleep d..cure my depression-ness... i'll think tomoro...n seriously..my english is getting bad these days...zzzz...

wat to do..tomoro gonna be a extreme busy day!!! got to go fix this n fix tat...TT
Buddha pls help me...amitaba...

cont

5) to be more hardworking....
6) use more brain when doing things
7) less silly
hopefully tis year is going to be a good year with a better me...

2010

it's a new year...new things in life..new aim..new aspiration...n most importantly...new life...
to achieve list 2010...
1) to burn excess fats...(hopefully)
2) less meat more veggies more water...more exercise- healthier lifestyle
3) a more organized time management
4) sleep earlier...get more sleep...less panda

to be updated...kind of sleepy now...lol

illusions...

everything goes back to the beginning
like things never happened before
its like a dream and we will wake up one day
searching and searching for clues and meanings
thinking and thinking day after day
but there seems no answers but more and more questions
drifting and keep on drifting
for years and years
hoping and waiting for something or someone
to hold on to
but is just myself again
thinking ive found the answers
but everything comes back to the start
the beginning
everything is just an illusion
when will this illusion ends
when will i find myself again
see clearly live peacefully
in this road...this journey
full of illusions....

sick days

i guess my unhealthy lifestyle of staying up late and no proper diet is really cathing up with me as i suddenly fall sick last sunday...this time everything juz hit me at a same time...flu..cough...sorethroat...fever...usually is divided into stages...well...the feeling was horrible...!!
well...i guess is true that family is really important...who else are willing to look after you when u need them most...parents...even the sometimes irritating siblings...we will do the same for them too as this is wat family is about..caring and supporting each other...accepting each other weekness...
i learn to appreaciate them more and more...not taking ppl that care for us for granted...l did that in the past and hope that i will not do that again...

yay...

juz learn add some songs...thanks paulie n my sister...
really like the first song a lot...nice...^^

A new day

yay! today woke up feeling energized...decided to delete most of the unhappy post...delete delete all unhappy events...but keep some as memories...wahahha...to look back sumtimes how depressed n silly i've been...
lazy to elaborate on detailed happenings but somehow i found the long lost mintze..welcome back!!!
nway...i will always remember lessons that i learn from happy moments as well as unhappy ones...im grateful for both as i know life is teaching me to be a better peson...
First thing for the new beginning...work harder and smarter too in whatever im doing...as long as give 120% ...no matter whats the result...at least i have no regrets...
To my frens....im so sorry to those that have to put up with my moody days....hahaha...esp to those i keep complaining to...and also a huge thank you..to those that always stood by me...giving me advices...God really loves me... thats y i have all of u as frens...^^
To my family...i know im not a good family member...hope to change for the better in the future...
Lastly...to my late grandmother...im sorry ...im sorry im late...u will always be in my heart forever...may u be happy wherever u r...
Well...time to work...study study hard.....
p/s ..i will always cherish the blanket...^^